One of those nights when you cant possibly sleep.
Laid in bed for long enough, tried OTC meds, music, counting the sheep, meditation and overwhelming desperation but nothing seems to work. Feeling lonely, scared, tired, impatient, depressed and bored.
In reality, we work to take rest, but once there is no work there is an emptyness. We love being busy yet when we find some free time we get restless.
We don’t have good relation with our selves, our inner souls. When left alone with oneself, we worry how to strike a conversation, how to approach, what to say to oneself…afterall my inner being is a complete stranger